To the 15 years old me. (Part I)

Dear 15 year old me, give yourself to a man like this.

Don’t just give your heart freely.

Place it gently on the tender hands of a man who will accept every part there is to you. A person who will see past your imperfections to the point where they are blurred and no longer visible and simply accepted.

Give your heart to a man who will love you within your momentary intervals of ugliness, when you’ve done or said things you probably shouldn’t have.

Give it to a man who will forgive your mistakes without any ounce of hesitation or judgement.

Don’t give your  heart to any guy, give it to someone who reaches out for your hand during a prolonged moment of silence, just to remind you they’re still by your side  and always will be.

Give your heart to a man who pulls you closer after a fight instead of pushing you away. Give it to a man who doesn’t make you doubt yourself or causes you to feel guilty for something you did not do.  Give your heart to someone who shall comfort you throughout periods of insecurity, when you’re inadequate or lost. Someone who continuously reminds you of your worth, especially when you’re not feeling the most confident,

Give your heart to someone who is your best friend before anything else.

Give your heart to a man who would never cause you to feel inferior in your relationship, because he shall do everything in his power to make you feel everything opposite. Give it to a man who shows genuine interest in your passions ans supports you in every aspect. Give it to a man who goes the extra mile to cheer you up when you’ve had a crappy day.

Give your heart to a man who has the strength to stop you from walking out the door, convincing you not to leave his side. Someone who shall  run after you because the very thought you not being there with him is not possible for him. Give your heart to a man who consoles you whenever you cry, instead of standing in the doorway, silently watching as tears stream down your face. Give your heart to a man who won’t string you along and make you wait months to officiate your relationship. Because when you meet someone who is special as you are, he shall want to make you hid before someone else comes along and steals you away.

Give your heart to a man who will make you a priority instead of an option. A man who shall always be by your side, no matter the distance, the miles between you. Someone who isn’t bothered by the enlarged pimple on your face. Give your heart to a man who will love you when size 6 doesn’t fit and tiny wrinkles begin developing within your expression. Give it to someone who understands you love for chessy and not so chessy things. Give your heart to someone who you can blabber with and talk about anything under the sky.

Give your heart to someone who asks you if something is wrong and doesn’t just keep silent for the sake of not starting an argument. Give it to a man who takes responsibility for his actions and apologizes when he’s done something wrong. Someone who doesn’t allow an argument to overshadow you relationship or keep score. Give it to the man who shows up at your doorstep just to hug you. Give it to man who finds time for you when he’s out with his friends even to send one text rather then waiting until the end of evening.  Give your heart to someone who won’t ever take your heart for granted and reminds you how he feels every day.

Give your heart to a man who will safeguard  it with his life. Don’t just give your heart to anyone. Find someone spectacular.

Find your magic and then never let that go.